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“I
must be insane,” Becca muttered to herself. She stood, her hands
on her hips surveying the boxes stacked against every wall of
her small new rooms. She’d stomped off the day before and called
the shipping company, promising a huge bonus if they could get
her moved by the next day and bam! Here she was. Perhaps I ought
to sign up for anger management courses. Her determination to
move in had been entirely based on that damn Kevin.
Twenty-seven boxes, a queen sized
mattress, box spring and frame, and a door to a kitchen that
wasn’t quite finished. She didn’t even have a chair. All the
furnishings she’d bought so far were for the inn proper. Her
furniture in New York had been rented with the apartment. It was
possible that she didn’t even have any sheets, or at least, she
had no idea where they would be – the packers hadn’t marked the
boxes very well, and Susanne apparently hadn’t noticed.
She reached for her purse, drawing
out a notepad and pen. Writing quickly she made notes: sheets,
pillows, blankets, food, disposable dishes, garbage bags. Why
didn’t I think about this last night? But oh no, I had to move
in today and show that idiot Kevin who was boss. Never mind the
thoughts that had kept her awake all last night. Never mind that
she would be alone in the house.
“Well, looky here, getting cozy
already, are you?”
Speak of the devil.
Kevin stood in the doorway, leaning
his tall body against the wooden frame. He crossed his arms in
front of his chest, and gazed at the mess she had to call home.
“They dumped everything anywhere
they could. I can’t find anything,” she grumbled.
“Poor baby. No friendly ghost to
poke its head inside the boxes and tell you which is which?”
She could hear the repressed
laughter in his voice. It was sexy, but not enough to make her
stop wanting to deck him. She was trying very hard not to think
about ghosts right now.
“If you’re going to hang around
here, you can at least give me a hand,” she commanded. Walking
to her bedroom door, she called back to him. “They didn’t set
the bed up, and I can’t move it by myself.”
He moved toward her, and she felt
her pulse quicken. Resolutely she turned away, moving to the
opposite side of the bedroom. She’d had enough of his little
games, and wasn’t about to leave herself open to another one of
his wicked kisses.
The fact that she fully expected him to kiss her was unsettling.
He moved into the room, and bent
down on one knee to check out the metal bed frame, lying in
pieces on the floor.
“No headboard?” he asked casually,
leaning back to look up at her. He looks delicious. She felt the
skin on her cheeks flush. Looking down on him at this angle, she
was reminded of the way his face could change with a boyish
grin, altering his face from handsome to devastating. At the
moment, he simply looked serious.
“No, not yet. I’m thinking of
getting some antique oak pieces, but for now, this’ll do. I’ve
even got some plastic milk cartons somewhere for bedside
tables.” She found herself trying to bring the laughter out onto
his face again.
“Now that’s classy.” He turned away
and left her feeling oddly disappointed.
Becca chewed her lower lip slowly as
she watched him set the pieces of the bed frame together and
tighten the bolts. Realizing that she had feelings for Kevin
hadn’t helped her decide what to do about them, not in the
slightest. She admitted they were there, as she had to admit
that she was afraid of the house and she was afraid of the local
doctor.
She should be attracted to the
doctor. He was an intelligent man, strong and charismatic. They
had a lot in common-their love of travel, fine foods, new
cultures, good music-but instead he terrified her. She never
wanted to see him again. There was no doubt now in her mind that
he frightened her on purpose, or that he could be something a
lot nastier than a little odd.
But how could she have a
relationship with Kevin that seemed based entirely on the
physical reaction that sparked between them? Not that she
couldn’t appreciate the finer qualities of that – she’d been
alone a long time. And Kevin was intelligent, kind, strong.
But…he still compared her to the last woman in his life, and he
couldn’t bring himself to support her belief in ghosts. How
could they ever get along?
“You going to help me here, or just
watch?” Kevin waved his hand in front of her face. Had he been
talking? Oops.
“Of course. I’m just thinking about
where the best place is to put the bed.”
“Becca,” he said firmly but with a
hint of humor creeping into his voice. “There is only one place
to put the bed. This room is too small to arrange more than one
way.”
“True. Well, let’s do it.” She
reached for one end of the box spring propped against the wall.
He grabbed the other end and they flipped it down onto the frame
with little effort.
“Watch it now,” he told her. “The mattress is a lot heavier.”
“I know, I know,” she grumbled back
at him. She grabbed the end of the full mattress and struggled
to move it, not waiting for his help. Suddenly the whole thing
went over and she went down with it, twisting to lie sprawled on
the bed instead of falling to the floor. Still, the fall knocked
her breath out and she lay gasping, looking at the newly painted
ceiling.
“You okay?” Kevin asked, his voice
sounding oddly strangled.
She turned to look at him, and felt
an undeniable pull of attraction. It slid through her body,
bringing her total awareness of every tingle of her skin. He was
staring at her, his hazel eyes wide and his face flushed. One
hand reached toward her. She clasped it and he pulled her into a
half-sitting position, legs still stretched across the mattress.
It was three o’clock on a Monday
afternoon. The inn was full of workmen, and she was lying on an
unmade bed wanting a man she had wanted to strangle only moments
ago. What the hell was wrong with her?
“Becca…God, you’re beautiful.” He
leaned down and stroked her hair, his fingers tangling in her
long curls. His body spoke silently of the tension it held
within – his jaw clenched and the cords of muscle in his
forearms stretched taut.
* * *
Full-blown lust. That was the only
way to describe the sensation flooding his body. God, she looked
like his favorite dreams transformed into life. She sat still on
the mattress, one hand in his. Her soft, white cotton t-shirt
clung like a film to her curves, and her yellow colored shorts
reminded him of butter, good enough to eat. Her hair was a riot
of glorious curls around her. Her face was flushed, both from
her earlier frustration and her reaction to the words he had
uttered.
Was he an idiot for acting this way?
Probably, but if she didn’t say something soon, he was going to
lose all control.
To hell with it – she was too
beautiful not to at least kiss. He lowered himself to the bed,
never taking his eyes away from hers. As he sat he held her gaze
and leaned slowly forward, tilting his head to slant his lips
against hers. He couldn’t bring himself to shutter those light
blue eyes from his view, and he watched as they filled with a
need to match his own.
His arms rose to circle her, his
hands moving of their own volition to let go of hers and
entwining themselves in her hair. Still her eyes stayed open,
and he deepened their kiss, running his tongue over her lips and
separating them. Finally, he delved inside her mouth, tasting
her sweetness. As he did she made a soft sound deep in her
throat, and her eyes drifted closed. Was it surrender? It was so
much more, he realized as she moved her own hands to run up his
sides, stroking his back and coming to clutch at his shoulders.
For the briefest moment, he
remembered his crew, still at work throughout the house. Then,
as she pulled closer to him, pressing upward against his body
and striving to pull his waist closer, everything was forgotten
except her. The past few months had driven him mad – she wanted
him, she didn’t, he wanted her, and he didn’t – now there was
only blessed sensation.
He lowered his hands to the edge of
her t-shirt and slid underneath. He reached up to caress the
fullness of her breasts, but she stopped him. She took long
enough to give him a jolt of fear that she might want to stop.
He watched her face but she smiled that heart-melting shy smile
and sat back to pull the material up and over her head.
His body tightened in reaction. She
was perfect. Her skin was pale cream, smooth, flawless. She wore
a lace underwire bra that cupped her breasts like offerings. It
was impossible to resist. He lowered his mouth to the edge of
the lace, dragging his lips over her skin. His hands found the
clasp in the back and he released her, opened her tender flesh
to his roving mouth.
Her nipples stood proudly erect, and
he felt his own body stiffen in reaction, blood thundering
through his veins as he struggled to take the moment slowly.
When he sucked one nipple into his mouth he heard her moan, a
low, powerful sound that God must have given women to drive men
crazy. Between that, the scent of her, and the feeling of her
supple skin under his hands and mouth, he might lose his mind.
When her hands stroked lower to rub
at his thighs and the bulge in his jeans, he knew he was lost. A
deep groan resonated in his throat. He raised his face to hers
once more, and kissed her. As he held her he lowered her to the
bed, and twisted to slide his own legs onto the mattress as
well. He levered on top of her, and rested part of his weight on
her. He was never going to last if he didn’t take this slowly,
and by God did he want it to last.
“Kevin,” she half-sighed,
half-moaned his name. “Take me, Goddamnit!”
“Shh.” He kissed her, possessing her
mouth more roughly now, nipping her lips with his teeth. “I want
to touch you, taste you.”
Her moans were reckless now, and she
squirmed under his body. He raised himself up on one knee and
reached for the button of her shorts. She gripped at his
t-shirt, pulling it from the waist of his jeans. He took a
moment to strip it off, and was rewarded as her fingers stroked
his chest and stomach, then moved to attempt to open his own
pants’ button. He grinned and chased her away. Her pout is so
cute. But he wanted to see her naked first, to open her and
taste her. If he stripped off totally now, there’s be no time
for that. His jeans were sort of the last barrier, and he was
keeping them until the last moment. For just the tiniest moment,
he hesitated. Only yesterday he had plotted to push this woman
out of the house he wanted for himself. Then her hands pulled at
him again and he was undone.
He unzipped her shorts and pulled
them off, raising her hips from the mattress as he did so. Good
lord, sheer, white lace panties. He was never going to recover
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